Pay money to my pain.
就在年底疯狂地写了几首歌之后
我才意识到，
原来为自己写歌，录歌，再封藏这首歌
比让歌词里的感情从一开始就存放在心里要难得多。
不知道这么说会不会有人懂，
但我开始了解为什么K当初会取这个团名
就是这样的感受吧。
若是我还是没办法与人分享我的心情，
那么我不会再认真写歌了。
I drive as fast as I can
我尽我所能的加速
to escape from everything I got逃离我所拥有的一切
I'm not the one who saves your life我救不了你
so I ditch everyone I know所以我只能放弃所有我认识的人
How many times I've tried to do this我已经试了多少次
I know I need to be stronger我知道我得变强
but It's something I never let go但这事，我永远无法放弃
I'm stuck inside of something I've raised我困在我拉拔成长的某物里
I think I'm crazy down with the kingdom我想我和我的王国都疯了
liberation from my illness从我的病痛中解放
someday I'll be fine I believe有一天我会没事的，我相信
you sneak into my heart你闯进我的心里
and you steal my jewel from me还偷走了我的宝物
and I feel the grip of fear我感觉到恐惧钳住了我
So I drive to make things clear所以我开着车想让事情清晰些
I'm driving faster to see the sun rise我开得更快好看见日升
I must hurry before it's too late我得在太迟之前加速
It's my last hope don't take it away这是我最后的希望，别拿走它
The time is running out for me now时间正从我手中流失
When it's time to feel this empty当是时候感受这空虚
I always take the chance to run away我总是借着机会跑开
like everybody does就像你们那样
like everybody does像你们那样
From the first light of dawn从第一线曙光
I feel much better我感觉好多了
I carry too much我承受了太多
time to let it go是时候放手了
I don't need that jewel anymore我不再需要那宝物
cuz I found myself deep inside of me因为我已找到内心深处的自己
I drive as fast as I can
我尽我所能的加速
to escape from everything I got逃离我所拥有的一切
I'm not the one who saves your life我救不了你
so I ditch everyone I know所以我只能放弃所有我认识的人
I'm driving faster to see the sun rise
我开得更快好看见日升
I must hurry before it's too late我得在太迟之前加速
It's my last hope don't take it away这是我最后的希望，别拿走它
The time is running out for me now时间正从我手中流失
When it's time to feel this empty当是时候感受这空虚
I always take the chance to run away我总是借着机会跑开
like everybody does就像你们那样
like everybody does像你们那样
From the first light of dawn从第一线曙光
I feel much better我感觉好多了
I carry too much我承受了太多
time to let it go是时候放手了
I don't need that jewel anymore我不再需要那宝物
cuz I found myself deep inside of me因为我已找到内心深处的自己